October 1, 2010

From Indira's diary...


"I have never felt less like dying and.... calm and peace of mind is what prompts me to write what is in the nature of a will. If I die a violent death as some fear and a few are plotting, I know the violence will be in the thought and the action of the assassin, not in my dying - for no hate is dark enough to overshadow the extent of my love for my people and my country; no force is strong enough to divert me from my purpose and my endeavour to take this country forward. A poet has written of love - 'how can i feel humble with the wealth of you beside me'. I can say the same of India. I cannot understand how anyone can be an Indian and not be proud - the richness and infinite variety of our composite heritage, the magnificence of the people's spirit, equal to any disaster or burden, firm in their faith.... even in poverty and in hardship"

Nehru wrote about the immutable power of India, insisting that it would always survive. Indira Gandhi and those who came before her, are gone.... For good and ill, they shaped what India has become... But India is much larger than any single person or a single family... Nehru's vision holds true... Like the mountains of Kashmir which Indira loved and from whence her family came, India endures....

September 7, 2010

Aloneness...


Loneliness has both a sort of sadness , sorrow and a very deep peace and silence in it..... It depends on us how we look at it....

It'll be very difficult to have one's own space... Its rare, we being alone... Always occupied.. From the moment of waking up till drowning into deep slumber... we are busy always... Occupied... One way or other we make ourselves occupied... We are afraid of ourselves... Afraid of spending time with oneself.... But unless we have our own space we will never become acquainted with our own self ... We always continuously live on surface.. Afraid of the depth...

When we are alone, we can start settling, sinking inward... Because we are not occupied, we wont feel the way we feel always... It will be different and strange.. To sink into ourselves...

And if we start sinking deep within and start loving ourselves, then we will be ready to love others even more deeply... Because one who loves oneself can love others better... Surface - living is not a living at all... Lets Plunge into ourselves... Deep... So that we love ourselves and make our relationships deeper....

Beyond Language

All that is great is beyond language

When there is so much to say, it is difficult to say it... Only small things can be said, only trivia can be said, only the mundane can be said.... Whenever you feel something overwhelming, it is impossible to say it, because words are too narrow to contain anything special n deep....

Words are utilitarian... They fall short when we move beyond ordinary life...  In love they are not useful... in prayer they are not adequate...

All that is great are beyond language........

September 6, 2010

Next comer.....!!!!!

I started this wonderful book,"Indira - The life of Indira Nehru Gandhi" by Katherine Frank.... Its so good.. I always loved and admired Indira Gandhi, for her unwavering boldness... There are staunch critics against her... But above all, I adore her.. She is the second women, whom i admire, love and adore, from my childhood only next to a dear friend, My Mother.... Since the leaders life is always interlinked with the history, we can walk through the past.. The flow is so good, that you'll have the satisfaction of feeling Indira, living with her in I, safdarjung road... Even if you hate Indira, at some point of time, for one thing or another, I bet u'll really admire her... If you say no, you are really two-faced or has propensity... (Sorry for being scabrous and biting !!!! )

I'm yet to culminate... Will come back with detail review of the book

Planned....!!! Shooting up for moon!!!!

After very loooonnnnggg time, i decided to break away the torpidity of the sloth within me.. The sequel of my exams made me to hibernate... mmm.. not exactly hibernation... a kind of withdrawal, pull back... I was not even au courant about my withdrawal.. I'm back now.. With all my verve, spirit, brio....

Planned for this week.. Nothing great... To an extent its a stupendous achievement, if i work out my plan... hope i'll do it... Got ready for the war again... Sometimes i used to be hellbent... Then i'll slowly come back to the real, Simon pure life... I'll feel myself to be an absurder, once in a while... But no hassling about that...

Decided to be a warrior... No more hotchpotch about it...

Adjudged to start.. with uberrima fides...

August 27, 2010

Voice of a grieved heart


வயதின் சுருக்கங்களுக்குப் பின்னே
வாழ்வின் பெருக்கங்கள்
வாழ்ந்ததற்கு அடையாளமாக...

தெருவில் எறியப்படுகின்ற
தேய்ந்த எந்திரங்கள்
படித்து முடித்துவிட்ட
பாட புத்தகங்கள்...

கவனித்து கொள்ள மட்டுமே நாங்கள்
கவனிக்கப்பட அல்ல .
வீசப்படும் வார்த்தைகளுக்கு வலிக்காமல்
தழுவி எடுத்துக்கொள்ள
பழகிவிட்டோம்.

விடைகள் கிடைக்காத உள்ளத்தை
உடையாமல் கொண்டு செல்ல
நடையின் வேகம் குறைத்தோம்.

சுமந்து எம்மை மறுநாளில்
கொண்டு சேர்க்க முடியாமல்
தள்ளாடும் நாட்கள்!

நிஜ விழுதுகளில்
ஊஞ்சலாடியதொரு
காலம்... இன்று
நினைவுகளையே விழுதாய் ஊன்றி
நிற்கிறோம் நாங்கள் !  

முதிர்ந்ததும் உதிர்ந்துவிடும்
மந்திரம் தெரியவில்லை...
முடியாதவற்றிலிருந்து ஒதுங்கும்
இங்கிதமும் அறியவில்லை..

மனவலியின் அழுத்தத்தில்
உடல் வலி மறக்கிறோம்...
உடல் வலியின் உக்கிரத்தில்
மனமிருப்பதையே மறக்கிறோம்...    

I read this recently in a tamil magazine.. written by K.P.Jana.. More than the selection of words, he just expressed the real feelings of most of the old aged people..That too, the last two para's was too heavy with pain and emotions... thought to share with you people...

Why cant we ensure them a happy aging!!! The old aged people's attitude towards aging is also an important factor... But someday or other everyone will be aged.. Why cant we appreciate their presence and use their experience in life...Just a food for thought...!!! Let us try to be the change which we expect in the society...

Thank you friends


Hello friends... Thank you so much for all your encouragement and support.. while i was starting, i didn't have any idea.. but with all your suggestions, i think i can make a decently good and a meaningful blog... thanks for all your support.. friends are always friends... wherever they are.. whatever they do... they'll be always around us.. let all your support, comments, suggestions be there always...

August 24, 2010

Peaceful Warrior


Its a wonderful movie which is inspired by true events. Its directed by Victor Salva, based on a novel "Way of the peaceful warrior" by Dan Millman.Starred by Nick Nolte and scott mechlowicz..Scott is so cute n did his role nicely..  It sounds little philosophical but its a honest and heartfelt try.... The interactions between these two people is worth noting.. I really love this movie.. Watched it couple of time.. Will watch it again in future too... It boosts up your morale.. You'll feel as if a mentor is teaching you about life.. You can learn so much from this movie...

Everybody knows that the present is the wonderful gift.. But we all miss in the application part!!! we forget about the present and more often used to brood over the past or dream/fear about the future, missing out the real gift.. The present..

Few lines from the movie:

What do you do, if you cant do what you were born to???.......

Emotions are like passing weather...

Everything has a purpose... Its upto you to find it out...

No moments are ordinary...

A real warrior never quits what he loves.. He finds love in what he do.. A warrior is not about perfection, or victory or invulnerability... He's about perfect vulnerability... Thats the courage...

The journey's what bring happiness, not the destination.... A lesson to be learnt by everyone of us in life...

Wonderful movie...Dont miss it..

Its worth watching...

August 22, 2010

The story of India


Hi.. came with some interesting comments about a wonderful documentary called The Story of India by Michel wood for BBC, London.. I think you can get it by googling or in youtube.. Not sure.. i got it through that same intelligent dear brother, Senthil..

Its such a superb documentary.. really awesome.. Anyone who want to know about India (Ancient, medieval and modern times) should watch this.. Lots of efforts n work were put in, to create it.. When you see it, you'll really appreciate their efforts and will be proud to be in such a marvelous country.. What a great and awesome country we are living in..!!! But we never stop a moment to think about its greatness, past and future.. Everyone of us running for our own life, forgetting everything... Just blaming politicians, bureaucracy, rules, laws and everything, forgetting our responsibilities and our power of being the change...

When you watch this you'll really feel that our fore fathers are so great, intelligent and powerful... and you'll really come to know many things about our own land... The India... The Incredible India....

Its of 6 parts..It starts with the human origin in Africa and their way to India. The Harappan civilization, its fall.. the Buddhism, Jainism, Alexander invasion, kushans so on and so forth till independence..

i felt spell bound to see those places.. Just try seeing it atleast for those locations...

August 21, 2010

P.S i love you


I read this novel recently.. suggested by my dear brother, senthil.. he is such a cool and composed guy.. after reading this novel he became so emotional... which made me to read this novel immediately... I always had great gusto for books.. and its such a wonderful novel.. really... its so simple, yet poignant.. at some places tears roll down without my conscience.. its wonderful....

No one could imagine Gerry and Holly without each other..But Gerry dies suddenly.. It devastates Holly.. You can feel how much she loved Gerry while reading.. The feelings are expressed so elegantly.. Admirable... In such a situation she gets a bundle of letters written by Gerry to guide her gently into her new life without him.. Each letter signed "PS I love you"

With the support of those letters, friends and family, Holly again starts to smile, cry, dance, sing and live life.. Knowing that just living life is more important than anything else.. She enjoyed true love, which only few people are gifted with.. This is all about the novel.. Wonderful, touching, lovely, suave...

I love a small part in this book.. Gerry actually arranges a holiday trip for holly and two of her friends.. there he leads Holly to a small cliff near the beach, where she silently sit and hear the dolphins playing...and feeling the presence of Gerry, holding her hands...

And at other point of time, Holly holds Gerry's shirt to feel his aroma... She drinks some herbal tea, to relive the life of being together... and singing in the club, in karaoke.. that is a wonderful part.. which shows the need and importance of the support and encouragement from the friends and family.. i really enjoyed that part...
There is so much 2 say in this novel.. I savored every word of it...

So you people try reading it... Actually i got it as a gift from a wonderful dear friend of mine, which made it more precious...
The movie is not so good.. but i bet you'll love the novel..

My first blogging


This blog is a callow try of mine, to share some thoughts and insights!!!! Still the blog doesn't reached its root-and-branch... Its in the infantile stage, just sprouted... Ur suggestions and comments will surely help to build it into an eloquent, consummate, effective, and a mirifical blog... Thank you for visiting...