Aloneness...

Loneliness has both a sort of sadness , sorrow and a very deep peace and silence in it..... It depends on us how we look at it....

It'll be very difficult to have one's own space... Its rare, we being alone... Always occupied.. From the moment of waking up till drowning into deep slumber... we are busy always... Occupied... One way or other we make ourselves occupied... We are afraid of ourselves... Afraid of spending time with oneself.... But unless we have our own space we will never become acquainted with our own self ... We always continuously live on surface.. Afraid of the depth...

When we are alone, we can start settling, sinking inward... Because we are not occupied, we wont feel the way we feel always... It will be different and strange.. To sink into ourselves...

And if we start sinking deep within and start loving ourselves, then we will be ready to love others even more deeply... Because one who loves oneself can love others better... Surface - living is not a living at all... Lets Plunge into ourselves... Deep... So that we love ourselves and make our relationships deeper....

Beyond Language

All that is great is beyond language

When there is so much to say, it is difficult to say it... Only small things can be said, only trivia can be said, only the mundane can be said.... Whenever you feel something overwhelming, it is impossible to say it, because words are too narrow to contain anything special n deep....

Words are utilitarian... They fall short when we move beyond ordinary life...  In love they are not useful... in prayer they are not adequate...

All that is great are beyond language........

Next comer.....!!!!!

I started this wonderful book,"Indira - The life of Indira Nehru Gandhi" by Katherine Frank.... Its so good.. I always loved and admired Indira Gandhi, for her unwavering boldness... There are staunch critics against her... But above all, I adore her.. She is the second women, whom i admire, love and adore, from my childhood only next to a dear friend, My Mother.... Since the leaders life is always interlinked with the history, we can walk through the past.. The flow is so good, that you'll have the satisfaction of feeling Indira, living with her in I, safdarjung road... Even if you hate Indira, at some point of time, for one thing or another, I bet u'll really admire her... If you say no, you are really two-faced or has propensity... (Sorry for being scabrous and biting !!!! )

I'm yet to culminate... Will come back with detail review of the book

Planned....!!! Shooting up for moon!!!!

After very loooonnnnggg time, i decided to break away the torpidity of the sloth within me.. The sequel of my exams made me to hibernate... mmm.. not exactly hibernation... a kind of withdrawal, pull back... I was not even au courant about my withdrawal.. I'm back now.. With all my verve, spirit, brio....

Planned for this week.. Nothing great... To an extent its a stupendous achievement, if i work out my plan... hope i'll do it... Got ready for the war again... Sometimes i used to be hellbent... Then i'll slowly come back to the real, Simon pure life... I'll feel myself to be an absurder, once in a while... But no hassling about that...

Decided to be a warrior... No more hotchpotch about it...

Adjudged to start.. with uberrima fides...